Thursday, March 28, 2013

THE TRIAL & JOY OF BEING YESHUA'S BROTHER


Icon of James (probably Byzantine) though
obviously he would not have looked like this
with crosses on his garment and a halo
on his head and he would have written
on a scroll, not in a book. Besides he doesn't
appear to be rejoicing much here, does he?
Rejoice when you encounter various trials…”  These words were written by Yeshua’s biological half-brother Ya’akov who is known to most of us as James (thanks to the translators of the KJV who renamed all the Ya’akov’s in the New Testament after their own King James).  Kind of gives him more of a sense of being Jewish to call him by his real name, doesn’t it?  The same thing happens when we call Jesus Yeshua, His own real name.  It puts the whole story back into a setting more in keeping with who they actually were.

That aside, what kind of trials do you think Ya’akov went through to cause him to write such words about rejoicing? Knowing something of what the early believers suffered, that’s quite a statement, isn’t it? Let me say it again: “Rejoice when you encounter various trials…”   This isn’t just a nice encouragement, this is powerful! This is Kingdom other-world overcoming thinking.  What did he experience that he wants to be sure his own disciples see in the proper light as believers in Yeshua?  He was the head of the believing community in Jerusalem when he wrote these words so he’s thinking like a leader.  It was Ya’akov who issued the decree in Acts 15: 13-19 as to the inclusion of the Gentiles, that they be accepted into the faith. He used words such as, “Brethren, listen to me…” and “Therefore it is my judgment….”  Obviously he carried a good deal of authority.  

We know little else about him other than that he was one of Yeshua’s four brothers and there were at least two sisters according to Matthew: “Is not this the carpenter’s son? Is not His mother called Mary (Miryam), and His brothers, James (Ya’akov) and Joseph (Yossef) and Simon (Shi’mone) and Judas (Judah – he is the writer of the book of Jude)? And His sisters, are they not all with us? (Matt 13:55, 56). There is no Biblical nor cultural reason to think that Miryam had no other children and that these 'children' were cousins, as some faiths believe.  The only other time Ya’akov might have been there is when it says that Yeshua’s mother and brothers came to fetch him, or at least to speak with Him hoping to get Him to start acting sensibly (Matthew 12:47-50).

 Let’s back up somewhat.  Let’s get back to Ya’akov’s reason for writing what he did. As we know that as Yeshua grew up “He kept increasing in wisdom and stature and in the favor of God and man” (Luke 2:52) He must have been the best big brother in the world. Ya’akov undoubtedly loved his older brother very much, looked up to Him, asked Him for advice, and played with Him as a child and even as teenagers; perhaps they learned together in their father’s shop.  Likely they shared many things together as brothers who loved each other. There was no reason to believe that Yeshua was anything but a normal and godly young man as any young man who was raised in a godly family.

But now suddenly this big brother is traipsing around the country with a bunch of fishermen and, of all people, a tax collector. He’s spending time with demon possessed and blind and lame people, who everyone knows are that way because God is displeased with them somehow.  He’s basically homeless, and He and His band of scoundrels are living off of what others give to them, or feed them.  I can just imagine Ya’akov saying, “We weren’t raised like that. What does He think He’s doing?” Perhaps even Miryam (Mary) thought, “What kind of way is this for the Messiah to act?”  Even if she didn’t tell the rest of the family what she knew, which is probably the case, it seems they all thought He had gone mad. 

Was Ya’akov angry at him when Yeshua refused to even see them when he and his mother and other brothers came to rescue Him, or at least talk with Him and a message comes back that He is not coming out to them and it is reported to have said, “These are my mother and brothers, those who do the will of God” (Matt 12:50).  Were Ya’akov and his family hurt? Or angry by that response? Maybe both.  Did Ya’akov think, “Who does He think He is? Does He think He’s some super spiritual healer?  He’s embarrassing the whole family.”  Did he at some point say to Him,   “What in the world do You think You’re doing?”  Did he exhibit anger toward Him in his confusion and concern, while trying to restore some righteous thinking to Yeshua as he raged at Him?  Did Ya’akov think he was the righteous one, and not His brother by all outward appearances?  Did he think that Yeshua was being tempted by evil?  How could He be acting in any godly way with the people he's with?  He even got the priests angry with Him. Who is He to challenge them?  And so much so that eventually they wanted to kill Him.  And kill Him they did.

There could be no greater shame for a Jewish family than to suffer the humiliation and torture of death at the pagan hands of the Romans in such a horrible and degrading manner.  That the Romans would and could take a Jewish life was infuriating and demeaning.  How the Jewish people longed for God to come and redeem them from the hands of the Romans. On a more personal level, can you imagine your favorite sibling or someone you deeply love going through that, and not understanding why He even put Himself in that position when He didn’t have to?  Oh, the confusion… the rage… the fear…  the despondency.  

Where was Ya’akov all during Yeshua’s ministry? Was he uninvolved entirely or on the sidelines hoping for some sanity to come to all this?  Where was he from the time of His arrest forward?  Did he know what took place? Did he only hear of it after? There’s no mention of him being there, though His mother was.  She had remained faithful to Him, but evidently Ya’akov had not.  Did that cause a rift between Ya’akov and his mother when she followed Yeshua around like the other crazy people?  This was all insane, in Ya’akov’s mind. And now Yeshua is dead.  Horribly crucified like a common criminal. 

What anguish did Ya’akov experience thinking of the torment of his own brother – not understanding why Yeshua seemed to have had such a change of personality, going off and leaving the family and causing riots, even in the Temple, with hundreds of people following Him around.  What an ordeal that must have been for Ya’akov to try and make sense out of it all. Perhaps he missed the brother Yeshua used to be a great deal, or perhaps he was angry with Him for the way He was living. Or both. But what did he feel when he heard that He had been crucified?  What sense did he try and make out of it? What words did he utter, or shout, or cry, in his angst, in his shock? How hopeless did he feel when he knew Yeshua was dead and His life had uselessly come to a horrible end?   As many times as I read the stories, I cannot imagine the grief those who loved Him had to have suffered.

But, a few days later while still in his misery over what had happened, thinking he must now be mad, Ya’akov thinks he sees his Brother standing in front of him, talking to him.  Was he going crazy?  But no, He really is there, He really is alive.  How could this be?  How could this happen?   But Yeshua is alive and very alive at that!  He begins to speak to Ya’akov and tell Him what has taken place.  And now Ya’akov has a new trial, but a glorious one – he now has to grasp the reality, the truth that his Brother Yeshua is the Messiah!  When Yeshua leaves him, in his astounding joy and incredible amazement, he now has to make sense of this. 

The Brother he’s lived with all his life is the Son of God!!  How do you wrap your head around that? We do know that he had his brother Judah (Jude 1:1) to share this with. But what is he now to do with everything he’s said against Him, thinking that he was the righteous one and Yeshua wasn’t.  He worries that God is now angry with him and fear grips him for a moment, but then he realizes Yeshua just brought the favor of God and His love and acceptance to him.   

There is so much to speculate, and of course all this is just that, speculation.  But as we know that Ya’akov become the leader in the community of believers in Jerusalem, we wonder what did it take for God to bring him to that place of trusting him with such responsibility?  Likely he now saw that so many things that had happened in his life that had taught him to trust in Yeshua as an older brother were to teach him to trust in God!  No doubt he came to deep repentance and had much to re-evaluate – as relates to what he “valued.” 

When I read Ya’akov’s words, I hear them couched in his life experience, as autobiographical (just as I read some of Paul’s the same way.)  Our experiences in life are what give us the insights we share with others. Our deepest crises are often those that become our life messages.  I offer you an opportunity to read through the book of James, originally written on a scroll as were all the epistles, and consider why he is motivated to write the words he writes, and how he came to these conclusions and values when he writes, “Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials” (1:2).  Did God give him the privilege of being a brother to Yeshua who loved Him and knew all his life that he could trust Him, until the three and a half year trial came about, so that, with renewed trust, he could transfer that trust to God and in so doing write the scroll (book) that has imparted this wisdom to Yeshua’s disciples for two thousand years? Did he realize that while he was perhaps boasting (if even only to himself) about his own righteousness, Yeshua was out and about healing the sick, causing the blind to see and the lame to walk and bringing hope to the hopeless while Ya'akov did nothing for anyone except spout a lot of words. Is that what is behind his words, “For just as the body without the spirit is dead, faith without works is dead” (2:26)? 

One wonders what transpired that required significant perseverance before Ya’akov was trusted by God with leadership that caused him to write to the younger talmidim (disciples), “Blessed is a man who perseveres under trial; for once he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life which the Lord has promised to those who love Him.  Was he remembering his own judgment of Yeshua and realizing that what he saw as the devil’s temptation wasn’t at all evil when he continued to write, “Let no one say when he is tempted, ‘I am being tempted by God’; for God cannot be tempted by evil, and He Himself does not tempt anyone” (1:12).  We can just imagine what might have prompted him to say, “ Everyone must be quick to hear, slow to speak and slow to anger; for the anger of man does not achieve the righteousness of God (1:19, 20).  Does that sound like a biographical statement to you?  This was not something he read in a book or learned lightly. It was wrought in the refining fires of sanctification in order to equip him for the task God had for him, despite how he failed to recognize God’s work in his brother’s life earlier. How could he possibly have known? 
What we do know is that all of his trails resulted in Ya'akov coming into the joy of the Lord, so much so that his initial words to all who follow Yeshua are, "Consider it all joy...!" Despite the seriousness of his exhortations, read them as coming from a man who knows the joy of the Lord and consider them as wisdom for living in the fullness of His presence in great joy.   
We often read Scripture as theology, as principles, but these stories and letters were written by real people in real life situations out of their own experiences.  I will leave it to you to read through the rest of the book of James to see what God might show you, or what you might think would cause Ya’akov to want to strengthen other believers through what he wrote to them.  Perhaps it will give you thoughts as to what you would like to impart to others that you have learned through your own fires of sanctification. We all have them somewhere along the line. But oh, the ways of God that we learn through them!  Consider when you read through the Bible that these are our brothers and sisters who went through trails in order that we might glean wisdom and knowledge of God’s ways through what they tell us of their experiences.  May God bless you and strengthen you and turn all of your weaknesses to opportunities to strengthen others, in Yeshua’s name. 

                           

LET HIM CARRY YOU.



 I have a friend who is presently homeless, jobless and seemingly hopeless – except for God that might be the whole story.  Not to belittle the severity of my friend’s situation with platitudes and a nice little Bible study, but there is a greater aspect of this than just the circumstances.  As I write this it is Passover, the season of deliverance, of redemption, of new beginnings.  Israel too was homeless when they left Egypt. All they had were promises of a land somewhere they had to journey to.  It wasn’t as if they just left Egypt and after a rather long hike, Tada!  - they were there and just entered in.  It should only have taken eleven days to walk that distance, but it took forty years – all because of unbelief.  It wasn’t until the older generation, the ones who didn’t know how to think, expect, or act in faith, were gone that they had the faith and took action to make the land their own, just as God had promised. 


Israel’s forty year journey is a picture of our own journey in the Lord. Just as He led them through what must have seemed like an endless trek through the sand, so He carries each of us through the deserts in our own lives. Like Israel's with older generation, we must allow our old man, our old unbelieving natural self, to die off so that we are no longer ruled by unbelief and fear, and instead, we learn to think, expect and act according to the word and the promises of God.  We learn through our experiences that God has been right there with us – all the time, in every circumstance, even when things don’t go as we prefer or expect.  We come to understand that “God works all things together for good for those who love Him and are called according to His purposes (Romans 8:28).  If you’re His, you are a part of His purposes in the earth. You are “called” by Him to affect the world around you.  We can all be as He is to others around us, spreading hope and His love, making people aware that God is with them too.  We can all be what we would not likely be on our own without Him.

I had a chance to experience this at a new level this week.  I was recognized for having what was a good idea that turned out to bless many people.  It was a nice feeling to be appreciated like that.  Once alone with the Lord though I quickly told Him, “Kol haKavode, Adonai Yeshua” – All of the Glory goes to You, Lord Yeshua!   The whole thing had to be from Him, from start to finish.  This isn’t false modesty, this is the truth. What have we that we have not received?  Billy Graham, I understand, has a plaque on his desk that says, “TOUCH NOT THE GLORY.”   I’ve tried to always remember that.   

The next morning I awoke with a huge sense of how much God has taught me, of how much my life is affected by what I know of His word and His ways, of the way He has crafted my character over the years through one experience, one trial, and one blessing after another.  Patience, kindness, mercy, hope and faith are the works of God; they are not ours naturally.  Even good ideas are from God.  I once had someone prophesy over me in front of a room full of 500 people (embarrassing), “Lonnie, you have a lot of good ideas; some of them are even from the Lord.”  So I put them out there as they occur to me and see which ones take root and bear fruit. Those are the ones that are from God. I couldn’t possibly have the stuff to make them come to pass on my own.  Like the one that just happened.  About the other ones, sometimes I have to smile a bit embarrassed again and say, “Oh well.” 

 This all seems quite petty compared to being homeless, I realize. One of the pains of my friend is that she feels purposeless. She is a faithful servant of the Lord, always ready to be of help to others and a giver – of her time, of her love, of her finances – not to mention great pot luck dinners.  She has a lot of good ideas that bear fruit for the kingdom and bring blessings to others.  But now with no job and no home, among other things, she feels she is without purpose.   My experience, such as it has been, is that God never wastes anything but uses all of our situations, mistakes, bad judgments or abuses whether from something we’ve done or was done to us, whether in word or act, He will use it all to bring us to greater fellowship with Himself, and to form us into people He can trust with purpose for His Kingdom.  He gives purpose even to our worst pains and losses. This isn’t about theology, this is about relationship with the greatest Lover of all times – God!  


He’s never asked us to go through anything Yeshua hasn’t experienced.  For we do not have a high priest who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses, but One who has been tempted in all things as we are, yet without sin” (Hebrews 4:15).  Ever think about that?  What in your life have you suffered that somehow, in some way, Yeshua didn’t suffer too.  Really, give that some thought. It will bring you closer to Him as you share in “the fellowship of His suffering” (Phil. 3:10) and to realize it's always too soon to give up or to stop trusting in HIm.

We know that God has told us that “faith without works is hopeless… is dead” (James  2:20 & 26 ).  So there is the doing in our faith. But sometimes we find ourselves on the receiving end, rather than the doing or giving end.  God ordained in His word to Israel in the Torah to make provision for those in need.   Remember Ruth?  She was gleaning based on the words in Torah to leave some of the gatherings for those in need.  And you shall not glean your vineyard bare, neither shall you gather its fallen grapes; you shall leave them for the poor and the stranger. I am the Lord your God,“ (Leviticus 19:10) and, “When you gather the grapes of your vineyard, you shall not glean it afterward; it shall be for the stranger and the sojourner, the fatherless, and the widow” (Deut. 24:21).  Jews tend to be benevolent based on this principal in Torah.  The generosity of the church is based on these same words to Israel. The early church, you recall, were Torah-observant Jews which is where it is derived. And so we take care of those in need.

A woman who was in the same church as my friend was in Walmart this week when she suddenly got the urge to call my friend.  They were not particularly close and my friend had even moved out of the area and so they hadn’t seen each other for months.  Suddenly she feels she must call her. So she did and that’s how I found out she is homeless.  As it happens this woman was going away for a while and asked my homeless friend if she would come and house sit for her – which gave her a place to be for a time while God weaves things together for her, and opens some doors to get her out of this situation.  So you see, God was at work already, putting things in place for her when he had the woman in Walmart feel to call her. He will not forget her or forsake her.  We often quote those words as coming from Yeshua, but they ring out clearly throughout all of Israel’s history:   

Moses said, “Be strong and courageous, do not be afraid or tremble at them, for the Lord your God is the one who goes with you. He will not fail you or forsake you.” (Deut. 3:16).

Moses said it again years later having walked out his trust in God. “The Lord is the one who goes ahead of you; He will be with you. He will not fail you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.” (Deut. 31:8).  Dismayed, incidentally, means to be paralyzed by a real or imagined fear. 

God Himself said to Joshua:  I will not fail you or forsake you” (Joshua 1:5).

“Then David said to his son Solomon, “Be strong and courageous, and act; do not fear nor be dismayed, for the Lord God, my God, is with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you until all the work for the service of the house of the Lord is finished”  (1 Chron. 28:20). David was speaking from his years of living with the Lord.

And from Yeshua, “…He Himself has said, “I will never desert you, nor will I ever forsake you” (Hebrews 13:5). 

There we have it in the mouths of four credible witnesses.  We have the choice before us all the time, in small things or great consequential things – to believe that  God is good and He is with us at all times to bring about good in our lives - no matter what it looks like at times.  Our choice is to believe God or not believe God.  Eve had the same choice when presented with an alternative to trusting God. She made the wrong choice, but we don’t have to. We’ve learned from her mistake. Each of us is faced with the same challenge she was: To believe God is good and that He has only our best interest at heart (His heart).

When we go through times of great stress upon our faith, and through it all we find we are still His, we come out the other end finding out He is above all faithful and trustworthy. He will keep His word.  King David had to learn this also through being homeless – for many years, while being hunted down by Saul.  Seminary would have been much easier if that’s how God prepared David for leadership, but it wouldn’t have created a man whose songs to God have sustained millions for thousands of years because of his faith in Him and the love of God he came to through his trials.

I have faith, even if my friend’s is weak right now, that God will bring much purpose out of this time in her life. She’s exhausted from the battle and doesn’t know where to turn next. But God does.  He told someone in Walmart to call her so He could get her to their house where she’d be safe and warm and could rest.  Perhaps some of you reading this are in your own trial.  Or know of others who are caught in a web of some debilitating circumstances. There are too many who are homeless or jobless or both today.  There are situations that cause people’s faith to become weak.  Others may have been trekking through their journey for so long that they feel like it’s been forty years in the desert.  But that’s never the end of the story. Our faithful Savior is carrying us, and there is a promised land to enter. There are promises yet to be realized. And there are ways to come to know our God at a greater level than any of us do today – there’s always more to know of Him.
Would you take a moment to pray for my friend, for God to rescue her and any others in similar situations who need Him to do a miracle on their behalf.  Let’s consider our prayers as our way of gleaning for the benefit  of those in need. There is much purpose in your prayers.    Bless you!